No one has to know
Just how much it’s hurt, everytime.
And sometimes i thought, maybe, yeah maybe it was part of a beautiful tragic fate which uncoincidently become mine.
It’s kinda suck having such a thought. Wondering how it feels to have people who loves you, and sincerely suporting your choice, who appreciate and understand intead of questioned what you did, someone who said “hey, it’s okay you did such a good job, you’ve done your part very well” or if words were to much to ask, then a warm hug is more than enough. But i’ve been living a roller coaster pretty scary ride. And having judged unfairly for the things i’ve done or never did is really not helpful. I can’t love my self and i even doubt my surrounding, believing on people become a difficult task.
But then again…
No one need to know…
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